Why do I abandon you for such long periods of time?
Why do I not really care if I talk to you for awhile?
Why do I not want to spill my guts to you to "empty" my emotional system daily?
Why are you just not that important to me?
I mean I seriously like you but you just ask so much out of me as a friend...
But I thank you for giving me a break...
I appreciate how you always listen to me ramble, cry, get angry, feel righteous, explode, share...
I like that you don't hound me to "let it all out", sometimes keeping it in feels good...
Thanks for understanding that other things are more important than you most days...
Ok, Ok, Ok you talked me into it sheesh you are just so understanding I guess I can't avoid you forever!